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I began this blog in May 2009 following the death of Marcia Powell at Perryville State Prison in Goodyear, Arizona. It is not intended to prescribe the path that leads to freedom from the prison industrial complex.

Rather, these are just my observations in arguably the most racist, fascist, militaristic state in the nation at a critical time in history for a number of intersecting liberation movements. From Indigenous resistance to genocidal practices, to the fight over laws like SB1070 and the ban on Ethnic Studies, Arizona is at the center of many battles for human rights, and thus the struggle for prison abolition as well - for none are free until all are. I retired the blog in APRIL 2013.

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Showing posts with label survivors of suicide. Show all posts
Showing posts with label survivors of suicide. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Deaths in Custody: Michael Tovar, 20. ASPC-Florence/Central

UPDATE: Weds 4/20/2011 5:45pm


I heard from Michael's family this afternoon - my heart goes out to them. Michael's suicide is a mystery, baffling even his mom. I spent the day with Dana Seawright's and Tony Lester's loved ones - all of whom send their best to Michael's family.


To the best of his mom's and brother's knowledge, Michael didn't have a history of suicidal behavior, nor was he previously diagnosed with a mental illness. He wasn't in trouble with any gangs, and seemed to have adjusted to prison. Michael had trouble with the other guys when he first got there - everyone has to show their court papers to prove they aren't a snitch or a child molester right away, or they draw suspicion. But his bro cleared that up for him, and he was doing alright, as far as he knew.


So, as is so often the case, this totally blindsided his family. Perhaps it came as a surprise to the ADC as well. For now, though, they just need to grieve;
an attorney will make sure to get to the bottom of what happened to Michael for them, once the ADC's criminal investigation is complete.


Whatever other folks out there can do to keep pressure on the Department of Justice to open a CRIPA investigation into these AZ prison suicides and homicides would still be greatly appreciated.
Let them know you're a concerned citizen, or have family in AZ state prisons, or whatever your standpoint is, in relation to the prisons. Point out there appears to be "patterns and practices" at the ADC that have increased the suicide and homicide rates, beginning in January 2009, from previous years. Use examples - search Google "deaths in custody" with "Arizona Department of Corrections" - tell them what you're seeing going on here (they hit the same stuff when they look). The point is to make it clear that the word is already out in the community about these deaths, and we want to know when they're going to get on the ball and help the ADC fix whatever problems they're having right now.


I want more for my tax dollars out of the ADC, though frankly - I want these kids coming home safe, and to be better prepared to move on with their lives than they were the day they walked into prison - not more likely than ever to return. We must first keep them alive, though...for $20,000/year, we should be able to do at least that much.



Send your "CRIPA Arizona" requests to:


Johnathan M. Smith, Chief
US Department of Justice - Civil Rights Division
Special Litigation Section
950 Pennsylvania Ave, NW
Patrick Henry Building
Washington DC, 20530


Please also help us get the AZ House Health and Human Services Committee to open an investigation into the mental health and medical care - and the suicide and homicide rates - at the AZ Department of Corrections. We want testimony to be entered into the public record from prisoners and family members alike. We want transparency, and accounting of how all mental health resources are being distributed among the 25% of their prisoners with a diagnosed mental illness. We want oversight into both the public and private prisons.

You can add your own demands to that list, and write to the HHSC Chair, Cecil Ash (personal snail mail letters are best) at:

Rep. Cecil Ash
AZ House of Representatives
1700 W. Washington St.
Phoenix, AZ 85007
(602) 926-3160


If you are a prisoner or family member, all the better - you can give first-hand information.


Finally, here's the national suicide hotline, for folks who have a rough time with this kind of thing: everyone should be on the alert for another suicide in the coming days and weeks, too - keep a close eye on your friends, if they're troubled - suicide can be contagious...hopefully the prisoners most affected by this young man's act will be given the support they need coping with it, without having to fill out an HNR and come up with the medical co-pay. Unfortunately, I don't think state prisoners can dial out to toll-free hotlines - though it wouldn't be a bad idea to set something like that up for them.


If you're on the outside, though, need help getting through a crisis, and can't get it from a friend - or just need to bounce things off an objective third party - call these folks:


National Suicide Hotline:
1-800-273-TALK
(Veterans press 1)




----------now here's today's original post on Michael's suicide------------


The Department of Corrections announced today that this young prisoner from ASPC-Florence/Central killed himself yesterday morning, April 19. He was doing time for burglary - six years for a "non-repetitive, non-dangerous" property crime - why are we doing that to our troubled youth? He got more for that than for an attempted aggravated assault charge. I suspect I'll get more details on what happened to him in the next few days.

Michael Tovar
August 11, 1990 - April 19, 2011.
ASPC-Central/Florence

Our condolences go out to Michael's family. Please get in touch with me if there's anything I can do to help you though the process of dealing with this - you don't have to go through this alone
. I can at least help you connect with other families surviving the same kind of trauma. They are the families of Susan Lopez, Dana Seawright, and Tony Lester - and they all know good attorneys, sad to say... They're also mad as hell and getting organized to take the state on in court. There's a resource page we just started here, with a memorial gallery of victims in custody linking to articles about prison deaths in the past two years:

http://azprisonsurvivors.blogspot.com


Click on Duron Cunningham and Tony Lester's portraits, at the bottom of that site.


Duron was at Florence/Central, waiting for a decision on protective segregation, when he killed himself in September - after being raped and beaten on separate occasions. He was terrified that what was coming next for him would be worse than death.


Tony Lester apparently killed himself, too - he w
as at ASPC-Tucson/Manzanita and cut his throat after being told he didn't belong on the yard by members of the Native American gang.


What happened to Michael didn't happen in isolation. I suspect he was seeking Protective Segregation, since he was at Florence/Central - that's what all my mail from there is about: guys fearing for their lives because of the gangs they defied or otherwise crossed. Most of the folks I see get hit were killed for refusing to hu
rt or kill someone else the gang wants taken care of - you don't see a bunch of inter-racial murders (they're all segregated by race in their housing, too.) It's actually the decent folks who get targeted, not the real creeps, most of the time.

With your permission, I'd like to add Michael's photo there, too, and tell people more of his story - as you know it, not as the Department of Corrections tells it. He was more than just a criminal; pretty much everyone is. That's the part about him I most want to know.


My name is Peggy: I'm just a human rights activist and blogger. I've been tracking and reporting civil rights violations the AZ state prisons for the past two years; your attorney needs to know what I know.


My door is open to you any time.
My email is prisonabolitionist@gmail.com. Call me at 480-580-6807. I don't charge any fees.


The suicide and homicide rates doubled after Brewer took over the budget and Chuck Ryan took over the prisons. There have been far too many of these kinds of prison deaths lately, so survivors have also been organizing to push for AZ Legislative hearings, to get testimony from both prisoners and their families about the conditions of confinement, medical neglect, and the increasing level of violence and victimization over the course of the past 2 years on the record, and hold our legislators responsible for taking some kind of corrective action.


On May 1st, at Margaret T. Hance Park in Phoenix, some of those survivors of AZ prisons will be gathering for the May Day Workers' Rights Rally, at about 1:30. That's by the Main Public Library, off of Central. The coalition of human rights groups organizing it agreed that we won't get far in the worker's liberation struggle if we don't deal with the prisons - the most urgent matter being to bring down the level of violence, neglect, and suicide. We'd love to have you join us. (Look for the blonde in the black hat and bandanna - I look like something of an outlaw...)


To all the other AZ prisoners:

I believe that when we survive hell with any kind of voice intact,
we need to raise it so the others can find their way through, too. So please don't bail on us, or return to a life of crime - come join the Revolution, instead. Raise your voice in protest, or help someone in worse circumstances resist.

Fight the battles really worth taking a stand on through the grievance process -and write to me, if you're struggling to do so, or have exhausted all you administrative remedies already. We'll help you work through the process of defending your rights.

If you have family out here, have them contact me too - they're your best allies - we need their help.



MOST IMPORTANTLY OF ALL, THOUGH:

PLEASE LOOK OUT FOR EACH OTHER IN THERE.

DON'T LEAVE A DESPAIRING BROTHER OR SISTER ALONE,

OR WAIT FOR THE PRISON TO HELP THEM THROUGH IT.
SPREAD THE WORD: HELP IS ALREADY HERE.

IT'S NOT JUST ME - IT'S EACH ONE OF YOU, TOO.


YOU'RE REALLY THE ONLY FOLKS

WHO ARE GOING TO HEAR THEM, IT APPEARS.



TAKE CARE,

Peggy Plews
Arizona Prison Watch
PO Box 20494
Phoenix, AZ 85036

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Suicide Awareness Day 2011.


While this isn't one of those global UN days, a Facebook group has identified this day to recognize the victims and survivors of suicide and educate the public about prevention. Given the high rate of suicide among both prisoners and corrections officers, it seemed appropriate to spend some time today on the issue.

Here are some links to relevant past posts, as well as to current resources.

High Rate of Suicide Among Corrections Officers

Suicide/Homicide Rates Skyrocket at AZ Department of Corrections

Despair Behind Bars: Suicide in Arizona Prisons

Suicide in American Jails

Toersbijns: Burying us Alive: Mentally Ill in Supermax

Below are the standard signs and symptoms of suicidal thinking/behavior from the Arizona Suicide Prevention Coalition. Given the extraordinary stress of prosecution and incarceration, and the seemingly insurmountable hurdles for some to succeed on parole or probation, keep an eye on your friends at whatever point they may be in the criminal justice system. As a general rule, those most likely to have explosive temperaments and/or histories of violence are at higher risk to kill themselves in prison than those with no history of violent crime.

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Arizona Suicide Prevention Coalition
Be Aware of the Warning Signs

There is no typical suicide victim. It happens to young and old, rich and poor. Fortunately there are some common warning signs which, when acted upon, can save lives. Here are some signs to look for:

A suicidal person might be suicidal if he or she:

What To Do

Here are some ways to be helpful to someone who is threatening suicide:

Be Aware of Feelings

Many people at some time in their lives think about committing suicide. Most decide to live, because they eventually come to realize that the crisis is temporary and death is permanent. On other hand, people having a crisis sometimes perceive their dilemma as inescapable and feel an utter loss of control. These are some of the feelings and things they experience:

If you experience these feelings, get help!

If someone you know exhibits these symptoms, offer help!

Contact:

The purpose of the American Association of Suicidology (AAS) is to understand and prevent suicide. AAS promotes research, public awareness programs, and education and training for professionals, survivors, and interested laypersons. AAS serves as a national clearinghouse for information on suicide. It has many resources and publications which are available to the general public and to its members. For membership, publications and resource information, contact:

American Association Of Suicidology
4201 Connecticut, Ave., NW. Suite 408
Washington, DC 20008
(202) 237-2280

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Remember: if someone is trying to get your attention - even if it's annoying or manipulative - it may be because they desperately need attention. Ignoring despair or desperation doesn't make it go away.

Finally, if you are a survivor of suicide, don't do it alone -
if your loved one died in prison, it's all the more reason to get support and shed the stigma or shame that often comes with that. The Survivors of Suicide website has some good links. Below are the support groups they list for Arizona:

Glendale Survivors of Suicide Group
EMPACT Suicide Prevention Center
1232 E. Broadway Road, Suite 120
Tempe, AZ 85282
Contact Person: BeAnne Lane, MA,
(480) 784-1514 Ext. 1108
www.empact-spc.com
Meeting Place: Glendale Family Development Center 7800 N. 59th Avenue, Glendale
(1 block south of Northern Ave. on 59th Ave.)
Meetings/Month: 2 - 2nd and 4th Tuesday each month 7:30 - 9:30 PM
Facilitated by: Peer (Lola DeMaris, Sharyl Moen)
Charge: No. Donations are accepted.
Newsletter: Yes

Lake Havasu City Heartbeat-Survivors After Suicide
100 Park Ave., Room 152 Lake Havasu City, AZ 86406
Contact: Dan or Judy Hoppes
928 854-0113 or 928 208-0129
jdhoppes@frontiernet.net
Leadership- Peer
Meetings- First & Third Tuesday of each month, 7-9 pm, Oct. - May Charge: No
Newsletter- No

Mesa East Mesa Survivors of Suicide Group
EMPACT Suicide Prevention Center
1232 E. Broadway Road, Suite 120
Tempe, AZ 85282
Contact Person: BeAnne Lane, MA
(480) 784-1514 Ext. 1108
www.empact-spc.com
Meeting Place: Red Mountain Multigenerational Center 7550 E. Adobe St. Mesa, AZ 85207-4702
Meetings/Month: 2- 1st and 3rd Tuesdays from 1 to 3 PM
Facilitated by: Prof
Charge: No. Donations are accepted.
Newsletter: Yes
Counties Served: Maricopa

Paradise Valley
Paradise Valley S.O.S. Group
EMPACT Suicide Prevention Center
1232 E. Broadway Road, Suite 120
Tempe, AZ 85282
Contact Person: BeAnne Lane, MA
(480) 784-1514 Ext. 1108
www.empact-spc.com
Meeting Place: Paradise Valley Christian Church 16201 N. 22nd St. Phoenix, AZ
Meetings/Month: 2 - 2nd and 4th Wednesday of each month from 7 to 9 PM

Scottsdale
Group Name & Mailing Address:
EMPACT Suicide Prevention Center
1232 E. Broadway Road, Suite 120
Tempe, AZ 85282
Contact: BeAnne Lane, MA, (480) 784-1514 Ext. 1108
www.empact-spc.com
Meeting Place:
Prince of Peace Church 3641 N. 56th St. Scottsdale, AZ 85257
Meetings/Month: 2 - 2nd and 4th Wednesday from 7-9 p.m.
Facilitated by:
Charge:
Newsletter:

Tempe EMPACT - Suicide Prevention Center 1232 E. Broadway Road Suite #120 Tempe, AZ 85282
Group Name: Survivors of Suicide
Contact Person: Jill McMahon
(480) 784-1514 ext 1108
sandra.mcnally@empact-spc.com
www.empact-spc.com
Leadership Type: P/P
Meetings/Month: 12 for adults
Charge: No
Newsletter: No
Additional Information: Please call for specific times and dates. Meetings held in various locations around the Phoenix metro area. Donations are appreciated. One-on-one support and grief counseling services are also available.


Friday, October 8, 2010

The anguished exit of Kent Knudson, Community Activist.

As most of you from Phoenix know, Kent Knudson was a local community activist who committed suicide September 25, having fallen into a deep depression in large part because of a series of criminal prosecutions. He was an outspoken critic of the CJ system, and fought for reform and prisoner rights, among other things.

I didn't really know Kent myself, though I'm sure we've been shoulder to shoulder at a few demonstrations and other events, particularly this past year.
The peace and justice community that he was such a part of is devastated, of course.

I'm still sorting through all the grieving emails and tributes that showed up in my in-box this week, and will post more about his life and legal battles when I find the most complete story about what happened. For now, here's his obituary, sent to everyone in his email address book; that's his own electronic signature at the bottom.


Because of the public scrutiny of the accused, the dehumanization of "criminals", the expense and energy one needs to invest in legal defense, the humiliation of jail, the constant coercion to take a plea under threat of state violence if found guilty at trial, and all the social consequences of being a felon, prosecution and criminalization can be so much more damaging to a life, career, family, and spirit than what may actually be handed down by a judge - that truth is always left out of the sentencing. It pushes way too many people - including the innocent and mentally impaired - to take their own lives over things that should never even merit jail, much less execution. I hope we can turn that around soon.

Please, all, remember that while suicide is 100% preventable, it can trigger a cascade of despair and further self-destruction within communities; keep close tabs on your own moods as well as on your loved ones in the coming weeks and months. If you need to, call a friend, see a professional, or dial a hotline to talk, cry, or rage. Try to wait to act on your impulses until the urgency passes - you can always reserve the option of suicide for when your moods improve, which they eventually will; that's why I'm still here - once I feel better, even if conditions are worse, killing myself never looks like the best solution to whatever I'm struggling with. Remember - we need all the help we can get on this planet; we need to keep the good guys alive to get through this.

Condolences to Kent's family and friends - to all whom his life and death so deeply touched.


Have a blessed journey Home, Kent.

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From: Kent 911cd@cox.net>
Date: October 2, 2010 9:19:24 AM EDT
To: kent knudson 911cd@cox.net>
Subject: Kent Knudson in Memoriam

It is with great sadness that I must report to you the news of the passing of my great friend and hero, Kent Knudson. Kent had been suffering from depression over yet another traumatic legal difficulty and facing two felony charges, on top of his "Cowcrap" conviction. The pressures of this latest legal action taken against him, the possibility of 3 years of jail time, and other factors lead him into a depression from which Kent had decided to take matters into his own control, ending his life.

This has been a very difficult time for me and Sarah, and others who were close to Kent. I ask you to come together at Kent's memorial service to reflect and celebrate with us Kent's life, pursuits and achievements.

Memorial services will be held on Wednesday, October 6th at 7pm, at the Arizona Biltmore Resort.

Thank You,
Sham Rao

OBITUARY
Kent Randolph Knudson
November 11, 1949 - September 25, 2010

Although schooled in Engineering Mathematics, Kent's greatest contributions are the result of his life long career as an photographer. Having licensed his works to commercial stock agencies, advertisers, and marketing companies, Kent's art has dominated and influenced all of his life's pursuits.

Kent's later life was radically altered as a result of an unfortunate cascading injustice at the hands of the government. During the years that Kent spent caring for his beloved mother who was developing Alzheimer's disease, Kent fell into legal trouble as a result of attempting to safeguard his mother against an invading herd of cattle on their 40 acre ranch near Snowflake, AZ.

Compelled into a new life of social justice and activism, Kent sought to fight the injustices he has suffered as a consequence of his "Cowcrap" ordeal, devoting his activist efforts towards:

1. Repealing Open Range Laws
2. Ending Malicious Prosecution
3. Facilitating Prison Reform, and Inmate Human Rights
4. Promoting Jury Nullification and Court Reform

Among other activist pursuits, Kent is well known for leading the 9/11Truth movement in Phoenix, AZ and hosting a 9/11 Truth and Accountability conference. He also supported various other Peace and Justice causes including: Ending the US military occupations, defending human rights, environmentalism and sustainability.

Kent is survived by his sister Cathy Leavitt, nephews Brent Leavitt & Thomas Leavitt, niece Paula Thompson, companion Sarah Fox, longtime friend Sham Rao, his cat Ewok, and the Social Justice Activist Community.

Kent will be missed mostly for the passion and drive with which he lived and demonstrated throughout his life and art.

SERVICES:

Memorial service:
Arizona Biltmore Resort
Wednesday, October 6th, 2010
Visitation: 7-8pm
Memorial: 8-10pm

Burial:
Snowflake Cemetery
Snowflake, AZ
Saturday, October 9th, 2010 @3pm
For more information:
Sham Rao
623-229-4754

Kent
{The only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good men to do nothing. - Edmund Burke (1729-1797)}

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A reminder for all the colorful peace and justice activists we've lost over the years, from the film about Abbie Hoffman, "Steal This Movie": We can't sing louder than the guns when we're gone...